Thursday 21 April 2011

let the talking begin






Here's something I have been meaning to get off my chest...


Dear Institute of Modern Art, Brisbane

As an art therapy educator, I am deeply concerned at the negative attitude towards art therapy ('the butt of jokes in the art world') - displayed in your current exhibition Let the Healing Begin. Who says art therapy is anathema to art? Mike Parr?  Is his (and other male artists and critics on your Talking Cure panel) the only voice to be heard?

The fact is, art therapists are also artists. Not only are we the butt of jokes in the art world, we are also the underdogs in the psychotherapy world, as we are still fighting for recognition of our qualifications, skills and experience, in an arena dominated by CBT (cognitive behaviour therapy) and the medical model. However, we struggle daily to make a difference in the lives of many traumatised, unhappy and wounded individuals (children and adults) who genuinely want to improve their mental state.

Art therapy makes both therapy and art accessible to many who would not otherwise benefit from either. I cannot understand why some artists feel threatened by this largely female, and totally benign, clinical practice. Art therapy seems to represent the shadow side of art.

Mike Parr's performance art shocks and traumatises people - fair enough, if that is the statement he is wanting to make.  However there is an alternative perspective on this, which you have apparently ignored.

Sunday 10 April 2011

strange metaphorical fruit



soft pear

I made this pear last week, also made by Pip Lincolne, from a pattern on the internet, as seen on the circle -tv show (scroll down the page of meetmeatmikes.com until you reach the link). Meanwhile in the other media, after the Labor Party was dumped by NSW, some of the Greens were being called watermelons, (green on the outside, red on the inside). This made me think about other fruity metaphors. Coconuts- (brown on the outside, white on the inside). Kiwifruit - (brown on the outside, green on the inside ). Apples - (red and/or green on the outside, white on the inside). The implication being, that fruit should be the same all the way through, so its not deceptive. You can trust a grape for example, Yes, white grapes are green on the inside and on the outside...

My favourite metaphor being 'its all gone pear-shaped', from the Bill. 

ceramic watermelon

As promised, I am now going to continue to review my 13 areas for committed action, and see how I have been doing in the last three months:

  • Family
Goal - spend more time with family.
- This area for change is one that unfortunately tends to get de-prioritised, along with friendship. not because they are not important, but because doing what has to be done gets done first, and if there is any energy left, this gets addressed. Often I run out of time, energy and motivation for any additional activities. However, when I think about it, there is a list of family-type things that are happening:
  1.  family dinner out this week with Scottish relatives.
  2. I have just bought theatre tickets for my boys to see Boy Girl Wall next week. We saw it last night, it was great!
  3. I will have some family 'quality time' in the break between semesters, June and July, when my sister will be in Australia with her mum. 
  4. Also looking into a market stall at the Ipswich Homemade Fair, with my mum, if we can get a stall, in a couple of months.  And finally:
  5. We eat dinner together (at a table) whenever we are home.

  • Health
- this has been an area of intense action, involving more doctor visits than I usually make in a year. This was for a number of reasons, including spraining my ankle, having asthma and investigating weird sounds in my ear (still unresolved). Also started my double dose Red Clover (Promensil) Trial, which has worked well in reducing menopause symptoms. 
- I have continued to  have weekly sessions at the gym with a personal trainer, which can be full-on, but definitely makes me do things I would never do alone (it hurts). 
- Gym attendance otherwise has been limited by the ankle, but I'm still able to do some classes, like Pump and Body Balance (sadly Body Combat - in the dark, with disco lights - has had to wait, perhaps tomorrow, though...) and careful running on the treadmill. Love this, why doesn't anyone else? 
- Weight is unchanged, shame about that, not a major priority though. 
- Sleeping better, on the whole. 
- Eating pretty well, perhaps too well...
- I also have a massage fortnightly, blissful!
- Next appt. will be for physio for ankle...

  • Environment 
- I wrote about this last week. But I can add, we went (by train) to the Brisbane Rally for Action on Climate Change, yesterday.

keeping the globe afloat

'do you hate the future?' (on placard)

  • Community
  • Goal  - to be more involved in my community.
- have started weekly reading sessions as a Pyjama Angel - this is fun!
- the art therapy community is the one I mainly network in, this includes planning our national conference in November this year. 
- through this blog, amongst other things, I have been building up my knowledge of art therapists who use electronic media to communicate about art therapy.
- staff picnic on the Bay next week!

  • Friendship
Goal: spend more time with friends
- I'm pretty bad at this, my friends are lucky to get a message from me on their birthday, not really good enough. As I said, above, on family. 
- Trying to send a card or letter every week, to someone. 
- At least, now you can read this!

  • Creativity

getting connected

- doing surprisingly well on this one. including making things, sewing, knitting (a jumper for S), drawing, cooking (daube of shoulder of venison is in the oven at the moment- we got the meat half price from the market, and it smells really good). 

- Making the rule that I have to make something and photograph it, to write about anything, has really helped. 
- I am also noticing how much I enjoy making things. 

tangled web with orange diamond

  • Leisure
- movies, theatre, art exhibitions, markets: this seems to be relatively easy.

  • Frugality
- still not buying clothes. 
- Since the beginning of the year: I have bought a pair of gym shoes, some gym gear (singlet, trackies) and 2 pairs of tights. One singlet from an op shop. This is an amazing behavioural change for me. It feels good, wasting less time and money at the shops.
- I feel less hooked into consumerism in general, as a result.
- Trying to reduce consumption in other areas. My weaknesses are books (on the internet=bad), stationary (Officeworks loves me), cheese and chocolate.

  • Therapy
- using art to process more clinical work, which can be useful.
- trying to work hard, and be better at what I do. 
- I think I could write more on this, another time.

  • Home,
- spend a lot of time here, not so good at cleaning, but its ok. 
- trying to be more organised, less cluttered.
- Feels comfortable to be here, which is the main thing.

  • Emotional growth
- hmm, trying to speak up when I am not happy. This usually helps.
- meditation helping with anxiety.

  • Communication
- ditto, and the blog.
- I am getting a bit tired, you can probably tell. running out of steam.
- probably shorter, more frequent posts would be good.

  • spirituality
- writing 5 things I am grateful for, everyday, when I remember.
- meditating everyday, I usually remember.
- is this spirituality? If not, what?

That is thirteen. more later.

Saturday 2 April 2011

Born in the UK: Quarterly review


Its been two weeks since my last post - the longest gap so far - and it feels like I have sinned!* 

Today I want to share some of my artwork, from an exhibition at the Mater, of staff artwork, with the theme: 'Cultural me, cultural you', which opened on Harmony Day (21st March), and also to start reviewing the last three months, as it is the time of year for the first quarterly review, (and everyone at work is trying to get their clinical stats up to date).

'POM: Born in the UK: 100% Australian'.


The phrase ‘Born in the UK: 100% Australian’ has personal resonance for me. It was a slogan on a poster at Australia House, first seen when I was applying for my Australian residency in 1989,  when Springsteen's ironic rock anthem 'Born in the USA' was a more recent memory. I discovered the POM bottles in the supermarket, drank the pomegranate juice (for the antioxidants), filled them with North Stradbroke Island sand, and added the slogans. 

[NB. My older son and cultural critic extraordinaire, has drawn my attention to the populist appropriation of an element of the Australian flag, namely the Southern Cross, as a nationalistic emblem, often accompanied by anti-migrant or anti-refugee statements, commonly seen on the backsides of utes. So I was horrified to see the slogan '100% Australian' adorning one of these Southern Cross stickers, on the back of a ute, whilst stuck in traffic yesterday. My immediate thought: 'What if someone misinterprets this piece (above) and thinks I am a nationalistic, ute-driving, racist, Anglophile?' Well, we are living in a post-modern world, and I'm not. But I do admit to occasionally drive a ute - very handy for moving big stuff.]

'Open Book: Life story in 16 steps'

This piece can be read (literally like a book, from left to right, and from top to bottom row) as a timeline, which documents various significant places in my life, from my birth to the present.

Each of the sixteen sections represents a particular place, either where I lived, or which was significant for another reason (i.e. Zurich is not only the home of Jung, who was an early influence on art therapy, and a major influence on my art therapist dad, but also of an au-pair, Heidi, who looked after me and my brothers, when we were going through a turbulent time in our childhood).

The open book charts my childhood in Devon, travelling to New Zealand in my gap year, and then to university for three years in Colchester. This was followed by ten years in London, and my arrival in Australia in 1989. I noticed that the ten-year period in London was the most intense and most full of change, with various different locations, art therapy training, a variety of jobs and other more personal experiences, such as meeting my partner, buying a home in Brixton, and giving birth to our first child at home.

I have also included the Mater Hospital (Brisbane) as a significant place, for numerous reasons, such as: employing me in my first 'real' art therapy position (with art therapy in the title) at the Child and Youth Mental Health Service (CYMHS) Inpatient Unit, supporting the development of art therapy training on the University of Queensland's Masters of Mental Health, and supporting my development as an artist.

To make this piece, I sewed the collaged and painted cardboard sections together with linen thread, as if I was binding a book, and attached them to a wooden dowel. They remind me of a suit of armour, for some reason.


'Flying Kangaroos: an exploration of T-shirt kitsch'.

This piece was inspired by the British working class (think Coronation Street) tradition of decorating the lounge wall with three ceramic flying ducks. I combined this idea with the equally kitsch Australian icon of the flying kangaroo, popularised by QANTAS. The kangaroo is clearly understood worldwide as a symbol of Australia.

The background for the collaged fabric kangaroos is a T-shirt with a slightly punky Union Jack (UK flag) print: another iconic image. As a British person, the Union Jack is not something I would normally have a positive relationship with, in fact I would not choose to display this image (or wear the T-shirt in public) without the ironic addition of the kangaroos, as for me it has unpleasant associations with far right politics, patriotism and colonialism. However, since the Union Jack was appropriated by the punk rock movement, (God save the QueenNever mind the Bollocks – here’s the Sex Pistols) which was alive and kicking when I was a teenager, it has had a more ambiguous and potentially subversive meaning.

The juxtaposition of these two slightly kitsch iconic images of the kangaroos and the Union Jack is intended to make an irreverent statement about national pride, style and identity. Or it could just be seen as a fun image that makes me smile.

Materials: T-shirt, fabric collage.

So much for the quarterly review. I have one thing though: Environmental Audit.

We finally had our Climate Smart audit last week, after two cancellations (by them). This involves a visit from an electrician, who makes an assessment of your home and its ecological efficiency, and suggests changes. They also bring free supplies of energy efficient light 'bulbs', even if you already use them (we do), and a gauge which tells how much power is being consumed at any moment.

The only thing he suggested (and implemented) was to fit a water-friendly rose in the new shower-head downstairs, (I'm glad the visit served a purpose). Added bonus: now the shower no longer squeals when operating late at night. Everything else was already as energy efficient as it could possibly be. When he understood that we usually have negative power bills, due to our solar panels, which generate more power than we consume, he muttered darkly that 'the electricity company would not like us'...with all this negative talk about a carbon tax at the moment, he could have expressed a more enlightened view, given his job!!

The best thing was, that I found the $50 voucher in a pile of old bills, which meant that the Climate Smart visit was free. Even though the woman I booked it with told me they were no longer valid.

*I feel better now. 

more later.